Here i end

A girl I met out of nowhere, but when I saw it looked like she belonged to me somewhere.

When she smiled and made me smile I fixed in my heart that it was her.

She acted like she never cared but I knew she had a thing for me too.

She got jealous and she made me too, well I dint like it, is the truth.

Every time I went far from her, I started missing her and felt like a lost soul in a desert.

I never knew how I fell in love with her; I don’t want an answer either.

I learnt that I can write only after meeting her, only after I started expressing how I felt about her through words.

Poems not complete, words not enough.

To express how I felt about her.

Friends said it might be infatuation, but I was quite sure it was something more than what they thought.

I feel like telling everything to her, I feel like speaking off my heart.

But I am unable to do it; I go speechless when I am with her.

She avoids me; she fears whether I am going to tell it to her every time I talk with her.

I don’t know why she does it, is it coz she really doesn’t wanna listen to what I wanna say?

Or is she scared and don’t know how to react when I say?

I don’t know how long I can hold myself up,

How long I can pull myself back?

Just hoping the day comes fast and I get things of my back.

So that I can smile out with no more guilt, smile with no more pain.

Smile at the fact that I told my love, I love her.